It’s not that simple. I mostly already have the most affordable meds and you literally have to spend hundreds of dollars each month for your meds before the insurance is willing to fully pay for it (or mostly) so I’m a bit stuck and already reduce the meds I technically need. So yeah, it sucks, but thanks dear!
I left my doctor with 4 prescriptions that have a total of 7 meds on it and even though I only bought 6 of them I still spent way to much money at the pharmacy - those meds alone are financially ruining me especially since no one seems to feel financially responsible for me which is slightly freaking me out (my health insurance is deadly silent even though they know I can’t work when I’m in therapy) and yeah that’s pretty much my life lately
"Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold
Ever and ever” [x]
“I can’t be with you” Belle whispered with tears streaming down her face and she couldn’t even look into Ruby’s eyes, her head hanging in shame.
As soon as the words had come over her lips Ruby felt like someone had punched her into the guts and all air left her lungs, there was nothing but pain cursing through her, a kind of pain she had never felt before. Her heart was broken.
“Belle” The name almost got caught in her throat as hot tears fell from her eyes and she felt too shattered to care about hiding her feelings any longer.
“I’m sorry Ruby” Still, she refused to meet Ruby’s gaze, refused to see the damage she had done with those few words.
She was a coward. She had just taken away what was left of her friend’s hope but instead of trying to mend her she fled.
Stumbling over roots, twigs crashing under her feet, she ran back into town without looking back.
Ruby on the other hand stood frozen in place. Belle had always been the one to reassure her that she wasn’t a monster, a bestiality, yet she had left her standing there, alone, shattered.
The reality of having lost the one person she loved most settling in made her stomach churn and the wolf in her rebel and so she turned.
The moon was already rising over the forest and the wolf started to run. She needed to be away from her and the wolf was willingly carrying her away, further into the woods.
She willed the wolf to run until the air she was breathing in was burning in her lungs and all scent of Belle had left her snout.
Only then did she slow down and looking up into the sky she let out a long and desperate howl, telling the world that she had lost her mate.
And Belle heard it, she heard the howl and knew what it meant, knew it was her fault that her friend was suffering and with her heart constricting and the tears flowing freely once again she curled up on her bed knowing that this was something she would never be able to repair again no matter how hard she tried.
Oh jfc why is Stana being so adorable in the gag reels
Sarah, you can’t run away from OUAT forever, just turn yourself in and surrender (there are ships waiting to be shipped and tears waiting to be shed)
Sometimes I write down general facts/ideas before I begin to actually write a story. Maybe it helps me get some things straight. I don’t do this often but when I do it I sit down on the window sill and let the sun shine down on me.
The sun is finally out again during the day and I can’t go outside because due to my headache my eyes feel like being burned by the light. I’m on day 5 or 6 of severe headaches (I lost my sense of time due to the pain) and I’m longing for relief. Any tips are more than welcome as I try to survive until I have my doctor’s appointment tomorrow!